Creation

Watercolor, paint, handmade paper, thread, colored pencil / 12” X 9”
This piece is inspired by the poem, Refuge, written by John Dorsey.

Creation
by John Dorsey

And before the beginning
They were brainstorming

Considering the possibilities
In anticipation of
Spirit hovering over waters
Like a brush over the canvas
Not yet color daubed

Slow allegorical breaths in
stirring molecules
with the pre atmosphere
pre-echo of Their once will be
“let there be’s”
Sending ripples in time
Over and through the face of the deep
In the form of what we would one day call
Hydrogen - two and oxygen - one
Within adequate temperature range
to keep it liquid
Relationship 

Framing
Or mathematics
Or science 
Thesis

An audacious antithesis percolating
In this before
As They stretched imagination
and Themselves
And the possibilities of time and space
And love and loss and reunion
To a point far enough away from the inferno
core of love at Their center before beginning
To even fathom
a realm so far removed from Their Essence
that it would need light declared to be so

Framing
Or spiritual,
esoteric sciences

At creation

//

Creation?

Breath over deep water
Light ascending and accenting
cresting waves

Participation
Co-creation
Partnership
Love
Hope
Overflow
Improvisation and Mystery
Mending and repairing
Vision
And guided
And guidance in chaos
And chaos
It is 
what is Becoming
Becoming what it is not
From what it will
At one time have been
It is breaking
And pushing 
Shoving 
Superimposing in hope
And hoping
It is becoming less to become
more with less
And less with less
Cleaving and chiseling away of stone
And
Math,
fuzzy and beautiful
It is clarification 
and being more transparent
And naked
And laid bare
And more complex
and solid and simple
and complicated
Recognizing that it is
all complicated 
And simple
and being complicated
and being made more
and more
and more
clear

It is stress and relief
It is press and release
It is bless and increase
It is blessed in decrease
Sparkings of hope
After grief
Northern Lights one October night 
The sighings of the bereaved 
And of the least of these
Syncopated in rhythm 
over the heartbeat of God
Like the boiling up of blues and jazz
From the dispossessed
and once possessed as property
in the West
or “Global North”

It is the death of a seed
The life of a sapling
For the birth of a seed
It is life from grief,
Overcoming fear
It is audacity
It is THEIR image
Manifesting
Revelating
Revealing
Unveiling
Making known
The Incarnate Carnating
And Carnated

Sound waves
Vibrations
Energy

Out of the dust
Out of the red
Out of the blood
Issuing

//

And They offer Their blood for the brush 
And to be stretched upon a frame
Canvassing
And taking the blame
for the fault of the beloved
Framing
Creation

//

It is ignorance wed to bravery
In a commitment to change and be changed
And be changing the all that there is together 

It is the hope that it is worth it
No,
the child likeness that it is worth it
Audacity to awe

It is redemption and redeeming
Loving enough to bleed
And give of one’s blood in love for the beloved

It is a state of being and the state of groaning

It is the groaning and anticipation of growth

Energy
Water
The moon, gravity, new patterns
Ice crystals
Glaciers

//

It is resting
That sacred sabbath cessation
from
active doing
To being
And breathing,
deep, 
and low 
and long
And refraining from the work
To refrain in a song
Of rest
And inefficient humanity once more
For it is like and unto Godliness 
The audacity to say chill
And it is enough
And it is good
And there is time for labor
But it is not this time
This time is for creation
Resurrection in the resting

It is the bend of the note, the blue note
The blues note
The blues

Divergent, diversifying

The encore

Creation (version 2)
by John Dorsey

Like a brush 
not yet color daubed
Lingering contemplatively
over canvas 

Framing

//

Creation?

Breath over deep water
Light ascending and accenting cresting waves

And
Participation
Molecular bonding
Co-creation and Coupling
Partnership
Love
And Hope
Overflow
Improvisation and Mystery
Mending and repairing
Vision
And guided
And guidance in chaos
And order
And chaos
It is
what is Becoming
Becoming what it is not
From what it will
At one time have Been
And always will Be
It is breaking
And pushing 
And hoping
And becoming less to become more with less
And less and less for more
It is the cleaving and chiseling away
at the stone

And into the statue
(And making collages
and composting from the scraps)
And
Math,
fuzzy and beautiful
And nonsensical and absolute
And approximate and ambitious
And ambiguous
And absurd
It is clarification 
and being more transparent
And naked
And laid bare
And more complex
and solid and simple
and complicated
Recognizing that
it is all complicated 
And simple
and being complicated
and being made more
and more
and more
clear

It is stress and relief
It is press and release
It is bless and increase
It is blessed in decrease
Accepting the possibility of hope
After grief through Their gentle whispers
October night Northern Lights
A kindness, a lifeline to the sinking
Surely They have wept our tears with us
And for us And before us and before

It is life from grief, Overcoming fear
It is audacity
Their image
Manifesting
Revelating
Revealing
Unveiling
Making known
The Incarnate Carnating
And Carnated

Out of the dust
Out of the red
Out of the blood
Issuing
Synthesis

//

It is blissful, beautiful, innocent ignorance,
wed to bravery in a commitment to change 
and be changed
And be changing
the all that there is
together 

It is the hope that it is worth it
No,
the child likeness knowing without even the concept of the valley of the shadow of doubt 
that it is all to be worth it
Awe to Audacity
to awe
ad infinitum

It is redemption and redeeming
Loving enough to bleed
And give of one’s blood
in love 
for the beloved

It is a state of being and the state of groaning

The groaning and anticipation of growth
and change

Energy
Water
The moon, gravity, orbits,
new rhythms, new patterns
New seasons
Waterfalls;
Ice 
And ice crystals
And thawing
And crystals
And chrysalises woven gold
Metamorphosis 
Bioluminescence
Wings flapping at such a rate that they hum 
Like wordless hymns
And the murmur of glaciers
And camouflage 
And symbiosis
And ever replenishing shark teeth
As infinite and mystical as the ocean
When marveled over as gifts
Like the ocean who offers them up to us
As signs of love
And you are not forgotten in your longings
And lamentations 
And psalms
And songs 
And songs (avian, mammalian, or other derived)
from songs
from
songs from songs
from songs
from songs
from songs

//

And resting,
That sacred sabbath cessation
from active and furtive doing
To just being
And breathing,
deep, 
and low 
and long
And also allegorically,
And refraining from work
To refrain in a song
Of rest and inefficient humanity
once more
For it is like and unto Godliness 
The audacity to say 
chill
And there is
chill
And it is
good
And there is time for labor
But it is not this time
This time is for Creation,
Resurrection
In the resting
Reincarnating,
And also
The “wouldn’t it be cool if?”
And
The “what are we doing next?”
And
The “let’s go again!”
And the encore
And art
And love
And love
And Love
never ending 
And all of this and more
And us
With them
One day
again
In the fullness of
Creation
Which I can barely
begin
to describe